Updates - Well sort of...
Not much new to report condition wise since June 20th. Brian consumes only puréed and liquid things now. Has some pain issues we are dealing with, and most everything happens in his extremely useful multi positional recliner. He takes more meds to control more things and sleeps more often. Meanwhile, I don’t have big answers to questions like “how are you doing”? I go to work all week yet somehow always feel disconnected, vaguely isolated like my interactions are me talking to people from an alternative universe. I know I get to go back to that world eventually, but I don’t live in it now. It’s okay, I need to be with Brian now because he is headed somewhere I can’t follow until the time comes. My heart is with him even when my body is not. People help us so that’s good. Hospice is around some part of each weekday in some way or another. Julia cleans and more twice a week. A volunteer shows up. The house is pretty completely Smart Housed now, using Alexa and I can do everything ...